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I was either about to die or experience the greatest trip ever. I found the paper. I wanted to write my thoughts. Paper seems more pure than digital. This is amazing. Time slows down. It's like an onion. The onion levels of thought. Life is like the surface of the onion. You need to dig deeper. LSD is amazing. Don't have a bad trip. My advice. I was paranoid earlier but now I am free Ace Lyrics.
I keep comparing the trip to real things. If you choose. I just lost my train of thought. New train. My music is great. Everything is great on a good trip. I want to compare to reality, but I want to have an original trip. I have to talk about stuff from the past. Does LSD make you think? I have good points but they are being lost to the LSD. Reference. The last time I wrote on LSD, I was too self conscious. The great media written on LSD refers to non-copyrighted images. I keep thinking of Noel Fielding. People say what he does is silly, and it is. I want to write about the real world but the thoughts of others on TV keep interfering.

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If I talk about things like rabbit holes...
... I'm a genius, but if I incorporate things at a lightning fast rate. The first man on LSD had nothing to compare it to. Stop thinking about being compared to others. Karl Pilkington is permanently on LSD. I took some ecstasy too, but that just took away the orchids. Orchid.
Past experiences of LSD are influence by what to others have done. Write a poem. If you can compare the trip to. I can't finish thoughts.
The flowers, eat humanity,
Wat “flour”, I'm not a breadman.
Noel Fielding. Am I gay for him? This happened last time. I think that if I write. “If I build it they will come.” LSD is stopping my thoughts but also giving me them. Nature distorted – I become a genius. The revolution reported and I feel deep.
I need to say something. Noel Fielding et al can't get past the phase of self-consciousness [something]. I regret deleting the last stuff was I took LSD. Not abut visuals all about thought. If I Want something, make it happen. I need to keep writing without thinking because if I do I will be back to square one.

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Should I record the fat one? I need to compare to mature distorted. In order t write a great work of art. Talking about Noel Fielding is just too meta. I just can't stop thinking about him. He referances copyrighted images, and he gets a huge cult following. What do I want? Ultimately happiness, but I just want to get laid.
True surrealism has to be. I can't keep a train of thought. Will people read this? If you build it, they will come. I see what Noel Fielding is doing, but that's just the drugs. Everything comes down to luck in the end. Need to create things in a way people will understand. I am being pretentious but the Internet is the futer. I shouldn't be ashamed to be tripping, but don't call anyone from experience. Does Noel Fielding reference a single thing repeatedly or

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I want to publish my thoughts on my Web-ste. Talk bout drugs freely without wishing to be compared to some3one else. I keep thinkinh about him? Am I actually gay for him?
How comes some drug talking is hailed as legendary, aka Jimi Hendrix, but if you keep talking about Noel Fielding. He hass different thought. I just keep thinking about him. It doesn't matter if I keep talking about him because that would be what a pure LSD rxperience is like. I have to stop comparing myawlf to others and just put my ahit out there.You painyted an ambulance brown. Does anyone want to read this? Last tiem I said not to write, but by fuck I#m writing. MEdia depictions xhange the view of wht is occuring
Am I allowed to edit this to stop seeming pretnetious. Loads of people have taken xrugs before me so I#m not special, but I want to be. Talking about drugs while on drugs is frowned upon.
Reality is life the recursive thought. I need to write in a language you'll understand. I can edit this s much as I want but don't omit anything. It had to be verité. I can#t have a new trip without being compared to shit surrealism as opposed to real surrealism. It's all the same. I Want to put this on my Web-site but I don#t hink anyone will read it. I have upwards of one million) more like two every day. I just don't know if people will want to read this. Am I allowed to change what is bring written after it's been written I can#t express my thought in a way that everyone wil ll understand. Tomorrow. Don't remove the inhibitions.
wEb-site becuase some sad fuckers will be interested. I just need to stop my minding thinking about the Chicag#s Back Breaking Bit. Just merged evything you'vee seen. DRugs are pretentious, and I am at hard. Lofe the self-consciousness and chop some meat. I like to think I am being ironic and having an ironic acid trip I wa just wrote loads abou
I I am allowed to talk about whatever I like. Because I am thinknig about him once it kept going. My msuci is great I want to write music and express my opinions to the masses but the masses don't listen. Last time I said to "Call the coastguard." I havae a good point buyt it keeps getting lossed. I can't have the thought withtou
I need to stop making refernce to thikng like painting an ambuelance brown and doing something amazing with my life. I don't kknow what I eant. You should definitely try LSD. I was paranoid earlier, but this level
t the feeling of self-consciousness. Ironically, these are those thought. Soomeone will be interested in this. I can format this up into a human readable format
I want to compare to things like an acron rainbow aor the reapted hrasesbut I keep getting back to the same point. I think of uploading this and then I decided I am allowed to edi it. Back to square one. I can't edit this. I thought I had found the meaning of life and it was by nonot going back to change things, but I s3cretly know it is and I will lead an averga lige. It all comes down to what I want. Do I want to be famous? Yes. I would rather be famous that popular THey e are the same, you fool. I I can make speeling mistakes in this because that is how new words are created. DksedpeasShakespear just referenced things that people had forgotten. I have to reference things that other people haven't thought of for fear of being a poswer. Back to square one. I am tossed up to whtehet ero not to edit this. When the time had come to stop editing, I will stop., but existence isn't one big loop. String the REcursive thinking makes me think that I have found ecstasy. DRugs are just the names of things in the past. I cannot descibe this to you because you re living in the past. Don't let the thoughts beciome to recursive and take over your mind. When I am not on LSD, I will have to make the choice to publish thsese raw, or edit them. AM I wllowed to edit them for typoes but not content?
sell it to the masses. The masses are gay. Hone your skill.s Don't delete anything. I may as well upload thius to my Just like las time, it's like I almost expeirence bliss but I xan't because I keep going down the fractal. The further daown the fractal you go. I need to get out I thought I had snapped out of it but I hadn't. I am allowed to edit this because you people wibn't understand what I am sayoing. Is this actually the meaining of life? I thought this last time. I very much doubt I have foudn the meaing of life. I went back to depressed after last time. The rabiit holes of thinkin g create new words with which I just have to let go and makybe correct the odd wored here and there but nothing major . I canlt fick the speeling mistakes. I can't eveb not publish this. DRugs have made me insane, but there is a fine line between insanity and madness. EVeryhing makes sense. Shakespeare created new eords becuase he didn't correct the wold words. Ultimately, life is about happiness, and what makes me happy is what is important. Writing things makes me happy, even if it makes people sad. This stuff can turn people mad. I had to unplug things so my phone woudl charge. Noel Fielding amkes sense to people on drugs, so when I an not on drugs. I keep trying to want to go back to a state in which I was happy, buut maybe there is happiness. Maybe there is a meaing of life. Was I writing shit like this last time? I have almost cracked it. DRugs are the answer. I thought this last time. I need to go back to the perception on which I originally became. I see it now. I actually see it. You should cheer up because drugs are the meaning of life. HAve I discovered the meaing of life? Is it just a never ending cycle of happiness? This is how I went down the rabbit hole last time. I need to keep going back to a state in which I'm comfortable/ WHen the LSD has worn off, I can edit this to my heary's content, becuASE i REALLOISE NOW WHAT lsd IS ALL BOUT. mAYBE i HAVE FOUND EXISTENCE. lsd MAKES ME ALMOST HAPPY. iT'S ALMOST AS IF LIFE HAS A MEANING. mAYBE LIFE DOES HAVE A MEANING AND drugs are just life's way of showing people the meaning. I find it hard to believe that my whole life has been a bad trip. The matrix all makes sense now. I need to stay in the trip like state and not be self-conscious. Ultimately, you can change it, no matter how hot you get. I am mostly happy in my life. I triedd to write about this lat time but I couldn't Theuy open the doors of reality. All media is jsut a series of fractals and I am part of the farctal .I thought this last time. Just have fun. I wish I could be as happy as I am now all the time, but I had to come back to reality at some point. I have wrrotten loads. DRugs make me equestion reality in a way that makes me unsure of myself. Maybe life does have a purpose and all that stuff my DAd talks about was right. I should ring him. No. DO not ring people up on LSD. I keep going on the train of thought of the "if you vbuild it they will come" mentall. I fI publish this, people will read. I don't know if I should edit it or not. I am on LSD. When I am off LSD, the fact that I was on a trip will be apparent and then all this will be shit. I deleted the first thing I wrote while on LSD. It just gives you thoughts that you can't image. I don't know if I am mad or if maybe it's just the drugs that ha e turned me mad. I think life is like on big fractal. You have to enjoy what is happening, because there will be sadness and happiness, but ultimately it's about the journey. I keep geeting deeper in two recursive thought. I lofve my DAD, but not in a gay way. Maybe I am gay. I thought this lst. The editing will never cease. Even though I am on LSD, I am allowed to proof read what I have wrriten because otheriwse these ramblings will just be incoherent. I need some semblance of reality. It's like I have almost found God, but I will nverer get this feeling not on LSD. Has it inspired me tat life has a purpose? I don't know, but I Shoudl just be happy. The slim chance that life may have a pripose is what has to get me through. I need to write all this down in a coherent way. I needd to unreavel the string. I don't know if I an edit this. Go I can scan in my scrawlings so you can read them. They must be interesting to somebody. I think life has a meaning, but then that's just the LSD. I wish life did have a meaning, but we can never fully know. The chance of eternal happiness is what keeps me goung. I am having loads of recursive thought. I need to tell everyone about this beacuse it is amazing. You may think someone tripping on acid isn't the best person to get advice from, but definitely give tripping on acid a go. It even make my shitty music sound good. I had an excstasy as well. I need to be the sheperd in a way like Jesus was. Maybe Jesus was just on drugs and moving along the never -eding fractal. It ended last time when I wound up oin hopsital. I don't kbow if I have ound the meaing ot life or if life is holding me back. It's certainly made me happier to think that maybe life has some meaning. My usual life is like depression. I get panic attacks because I fear my own death, but what if nothing died and we were all living our lives on one big loop. Byron, Robert Newman. He'll be pleased to get a mention. I'm imagine. With drugs, you just need to let the mood take you. I can fix the odd selling mistake hear and there, but the logic of the piece has to stay the same. I thought I'd cracked it last time, but it's just the drugs. Maybe I need to unshackle my imagination. It doesn't matter if I talk about Noel Fielding. He does it and he's find. Does life have a purpose, I ask myself, and more importanylu, can I edit this. I think drugs are cool. I drugs make you feel like this, then drugs are even better than what I imagined. I want to write a great work of fiction, but the whole question of reality kesp getting to me. I want to be in a state of permanent bliss, but that won't happen. I need to talk about things in the past like old Gods and stuff. I am all the olg Gods. I was being iro[nic there. I#m not a God, I'm just your average run of your mill. No. Fuck it. I am the messiah* I keep wanting to go back to a state in which I feel confortables. When people say drugs gave them an experience like none other. THwy ere right. LSD doesn't have amny visials. It's just this mad thought I am having. Who is to say what's real anf what's fake?
I keep thinking I have found the meaning of life, but then that's just the LSD and possibly ecstasy talking. I am ultimately worried that I will die and everything I have been working towards will be gone, but maybe life does has a purpose. THe purpose oif just to have fun. In the future, we will all be teh same. Everyone will be Chines. EVen the planets. IS that even possible. I have writt4en shit loads. Should I oublish this ideas? Yes. Hopefully, someone ekse can run with my train of thought and prove to me there is life after death. DRugs and religion are all the same. I just need to experience that happiness at the time and not let the spell check get in the way. If I spell a word wrong, does that become meaing I Can edit it. I cannot confer to you the weird thinking. I want to to think of something, but everthing has already been thought. Whn I read this back, this bit will make sense, but the rest will be gibberish. I need to share my experiences with you. I
I can't be bothered to read that conversation. All drugs shgoudl be free. That day, everyone would be on drugs and the World would be a happier palce. I Want to make the World a happier place, bit I'm only one men=
* I know I' not. Life is like a small sacanning window of sense and you have to hope those senses are good. The senses are cool. I haven#t found the meaning of life, but I can at least make people happy. I would make a good religious prophet. May laws would just be to be nice. One law. Nice and easy. WE don't even need Newton's Law. Woah, there. LSd can't change the laws of physics. Life is a a cycle. If I have found the meaing of life, people will jsut ignore me because I'm on drugs. If being one drugs does give some sort of epiphany, then I think everyone shoudl try it. A good trip in is heaven but a bad trip is in Hello. Throw me a rope. I want to stop living in the World. I don't mean suicide. I just mean I want to live in a different World with differet perceptions. All I'm saying is, when Hoffman first synthesied LSD, or however he made it and took some, he wasn't comparing things to throw-away media. EVen the deep stuff like Shakespeare will be forgotten, but life is a cycle. I know it's cliché, but life is a rollercoaster For me, it's a teacup ride Teacups? Just like Alice'S aDVENTURES IN wONDERLAND. Life is wonderland. Religiouns form when words like "rabbit" get truncated at the edge of the screen so now I cam talking to a RabiRabbitholes. Rabbit hoels have been done.
There are few realigions were teh God just says "Get on with it." You needd to write about something new about which p[eople ahve never heard, rather than just blathering on about Noel Fielding and Shakespare. DId Shakespeare even do drugs? I bet he was a bit of a smack fiend. I order come heorin onl-line. I thought I would try chasing the dragon with it. I think all things are safe s long as you don't have too much. EVerything neeeds to be balabced out.
There is a fine line between madness and genius. I like to think I am on that interface, but ultimately, I'm just the same as everyone else, which is a good thing. A World in harmony is the greatest thing ever. Getting the universe to convince itself it's a life weird. I need to seperate the corporeal me from the real me, would be a World where everyone was on on acid.